history part 18

2day being so FRee.... check on my mailbox... found a file under the name "MY ANATA"





shit... heart beat keep dumping..i know... i will be 'reading something i had been untouched for year..'





haih..... those words are so meant back to those days.... da sweet years, da good years, da years when passions grew so well. i came across 1, i wondered if u remembered...





da gal lied on ur shoulder in da bus.... i really pissed off... coz she is da 1 who likes u.... prob is u din stop her... let her lied till she woke up... wat the Fish .... i wonder if it's me... either i lied on someone else's shoulder, or someone else lied on my shoulder... are you that cool? calm? steady?? i kept wondered.....





i should have deleted...all those mails we had b4... then it shall be time 2 called off..this rotten rship


all those intimate calls, intimate moments... shit.... its like movies, or i shall say it's like b4 people dead, da few moments b4 closed the eyes... all those memories flashed one by one like movies...

soemtimes i been trying so hard intend 2 get over what we had thru... but ur part of memories i had in life... mayb this is my 1st love.. my 1st rship and i put in a lot wh i din expect.... it seems hard 2 totally 4get abt u... but i know... no matter how... ur always be part of my life...

We were as one babe
For a moment in time
And it seemed everlasting
That you would always be mine

Now you want to be free
So I'll let you fly'
Cause I know in my heart babe
Our love will never die no

You'll always be a part of me
I'm part of your indefinitely
Boy don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling 'cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're ever gonna shake me
Oh darling 'cause you'll always be my baby

I ain't gonna cry no
And i won't beg you to stay
If you're determined to leave boy
I will not stand in your way
But inevitably, you'll be back again'
Cause you know in your heart babe
Our love will never end no, no

I know that you'll be back boy
When your days and your nights get a little bit colder oh
I know that you'll be right back baby
Oh baby believe me it's only a matter of time

recently addict to this song by MC ... but i love the version by DC... da lyrics so mean... hahah i wonder if i thinking too much... for being too positive sometimes... but at least i have faith in myself that i will fall in love again....