Sunday, May 23, 2010

to kel

i did things which u used to persuade me to get into.

i listened to MUH, some of their songs are act nice, and the band is good. though i don know them that well.. now i understand what u tried to tell me when u talked abt them back then.

i watched school rumble again.. watching back tenma chan wh is so cute.. at least i know y guys like manga/anime... this 1 is nice, just liked u said, suit female like me...

i watch the series u recommend, and its so u.. yeah so ur american dream style.. and those outfits, jus like what u wear all da time. ok i should hav not advice u to change ur style. mayb its unique tat u like it.

my frens thought i would recall of sad/mad when talking abt u nowadays, but i act recall with calm mood, more like talking abt past than any emo that ruin my moods. so no worries my dear frens

u used to be so surprise seeing me having Glay album, i listen to them, but just dat album coz started from one of the j drama i like back then.. i jus like the rhythm, i hv no clue on those bands, guitarist,vocal, bass, drum,... not in my knowledge hehe...

i din tell u, u look good when ur concentrating playing the guitar, sorry i din tell u that time, coz don wan2 make u so proud.. wan u to be humble and mad at me hehehe so u will try ur best to be better and show it to me... u r good, trust me, just be more confident

i appreciate all ur comments abt my look, which u wan me to be better, but i cant understand back then, i think ur too demanding, but i know y.. and i still wan2 be current me, i jus don like to make up, i cant, its not me , i don wan2 scare off myself when i cant recognise myself anymore in mirror. and i feel thankful, for the comments, u wan me to be more feminine, i started towards there dy, and i realise, its what suits me, well still i love my jeans,, hhehe i know how much u used 2 dislike me in them coz been v v boring...

i think im stingy, tats y i din pay bills , same as now when i earn my own, and now i start 2 dislike guys get me to AA....

okay don laugh at me that im still single, i cant find any1 yet, yes its been so lil chances to find even just a person can talk to..

how r u? i hope everythings fine with u, esp ur dreams, and what ur doing now, im sure hectic n packed life u having, with stress and life u din expect back then. u have my bless, u r good, i have faith in u. i don think wan2 catch up wif u, jus let things behind and we all move forward..

i want my happiness.. still im enjoying singleship...

Sunday, May 9, 2010

yoyo

i always believe in karma. yes, i do. so i try to minimise the times i wan2 scold ppl wtf, f u, damn u, fyl, knn, dnmch, tmd... coz too much of these jerks around us.

i wonder, we all getting the same education, same info from media, same words from mouth, but it can turn out to be version of a, b, c.... till z. y? y? we all have our own mindset i guess. FTL

then recently, surrounded by stupid thoughts of ppl. they can't take things easily, steady way? ppl tend to calculate, yes, this F-ing words as conclude to me. i remember U!

i think if we see today as last day of our life, we should be way happier than we expect.

i learn that, under what f-ing circumstances, we shall remain silence, yes we just smile and silence so we wont kena taruh. coz i kena kao kao when i just ask , and i know my EQ is damn low that time. i swear, i will leave u asap