Monday, June 15, 2009

June 15

i hate having MC ... due to.... hormone changes (i think) .. i'm being emotional the night before... all of sudden.. i think of history.. n i cried non stop.... i did... it's very not-good.. i hate being this situation... i just want answers and explanations..

sometimes u know that ur life has been back to track, sometimes you just want to move forward, sometimes you hope you won't ever turn back, sometimes you just want to be yourself.

Sunday, June 7, 2009

June 7

i seems to be can't recall of history's look anymore. emmm it's true, i just remembered he in specs... then a T with khakis/jeans.. the face part... errr... fair... kinda thin... the exact feature seems 2 be blur dy..



times really flies... it's been a year and half after the incidents... times really can wash up some details... i kinda like it... at least i won't keep have them in minds.



well i like life now being single.. at least i don have 2 think of how 2 cheer up some1 else. plus its hard 2 understand a new person, or being with him, learning all over again the 'skills/techtics' of being together. oh... pls dont.. i just want to enjoy life.. if possible.. let the new man come into my life years later... same time im kinda worry i might be 'lou ku poh''' hhhahaha nvm la... take it easy.



now its June dy, alre half year of 09, many things been happened around me for past 5 months. January- i were been 'informed' that history cheated on me

February- i been 2 new dept of my current company

March- life of sing k, movies, trips ..

April- same as March

May- my b'day month..