Friday, April 23, 2010

to you

情侶爭吵後,誰會先求和,
真正的關鍵,無關性別、也不是個性強弱、勝算多寡的問題;
而是要看誰愛得比較深,誰比較願意珍惜感情。
可惜,理智時候的協議,在情緒衝撞的當下似乎是無法揮作用。

每對情侶、每次吵架,原因和過程並不相同,
結果未必都是男方求和,所以也不盡然都能在爭執過後言歸於好。
感情基礎比較脆弱的情侶,甚至禁不起幾次的爭吵,就可能導致關係破裂,無法復合。

願意在爭吵後,主動將兩人之間不愉快的情緒處理掉,握手言和,是很成熟的表現。
可惜的是,如果他的伴侶不懂得珍惜這份心意,就會以為自己位居上風,從此予取予求,忘了該有的反省與同理。
情況如果往這個方向發展,感情戰爭之後的和平,只是短暫的假象,即使貌合,也會神離。
傷痕累累的愛情,將難以持續。


u think i am so 'proud' of saying it, arent u?
i admit i am, coz i'd reaching my max,
but seems very stupid, that u jus 'agree' on this, as if u've been waiting this chance for so long,
and wh i ask u back, u showed ur 'arrogant' , 'teasing' me for eating my words,
sigh , to u, r/ship just such childish matters?
y can't we judge things in more matured and positive ways?
i guess this a fragile relation afterall, isn't it?

life is even fragile, and so short out of our imagination, take care my dear.

from : http://www.wretch.cc/blog/eric599/12059346

my weekend

1. spending fri night chilled out with kcy and by at brussels , enjoying fav draught beers.
mana tau kcy ordered hoegaarden, followd by.... HOT CHOCOLATE., FHL and how healthy this fella is.

2. cy been 'mentally harrested' by his boss. his gay boss (he confirmed he is) been showing non-stop of interested on him, u should hear his business trip wif him to the luxury hotel. pity cy that he only dare to shower wh the boss doze off! FHL!! coz the shower is ceiling height glass panels! hahaha classic man~

3. like olivia ong's voice! a good voice to hear esp on lazy weekend .. makes my day

4. going for 2nd brazilian wax later. preparing for my phuket trip end of may..~~ yoyo

5. will hav a steam boat gathering with coursemates tonight.

life's good when i am not alone!

Monday, April 19, 2010

crazy gemini

1. i like this person, but we never get into details conversation;
it's not what boy-girl-like, but it's more than feelings with other friends;
or jus coincidence that he 'shines' among the rest?
i wonder, is it too long i've been single? or i just keen in getting a companion?
no matter how, i am not going to rush.
slow and steady gal.

2. the 'intention' to relate details in life into conversations with him;
so funny and keep asking myself, "y can't he read my hint?"
guys are so blunt, aren't they?

3. i miss you, wonder how are u? where are you? and i hope u're REGRET-ing, so don't let me know that or else .. FYL, sir


4.

Sunday, April 18, 2010

review of past week

1. watch ice kacang puppy love last weekend, not bad story but da botak's sis is shining among the rest.

2. a friend of mine ask me why i want to visit Jp, my latest classic reply -->
i wan2 shoot av there! wuahaha wait i have the megan's figure, or any agent come approach when im walking around toyko streeets... my fren say will be my no1 fan somemore... yer... sorry lo im not bias over ppl's career but i just can't.

3. im going for 2nd brazilian wax coz going off for beachy getaway next month. its been quite scary n weird experience wif wax but the result turn out to be very impressive coz it's very hygiene.

4. i am consider of getting iPhone or mini laptop, u see iphone is like getting an Dior bag, but mini is like u can get tax excemption. apa macam... let m re-access again my financial planning... hahah less than 5k savings wan2 show off... FML

5. tonnes of peers getting married, so? congrats. I am so not for this in life now.
single makes me so happy but so lonely once while. but i rather single lor... esp i din seeing anyone at all now... worse is ppl think im surrounded by bunchs of dudes.. oh fml

I'm loving my life with family, friends and myself~~

Saturday, April 17, 2010

to-do-lists part 1

1. get a satisfied pay job

2. to travel min. once a year

3. buy shoes without 2nd thought if my cabinets still have room for them or will my mom scold me.

4. to have megan fox / blake lively hot figure and looks good in almost everything

5. to own a Tiff jewellery

6. to own an IT bag

7. to have a pair of killing heels which never bite

8. to watch phantom of the opera musical

9. to own iphone/macbook

10. to drink my fav green tea latte whenever i want to

11. to see the 'sea of lavender' once in a lifetime

12. to be myself 24/7

to be continue...

places i want to

1. tokyo
i have this j-pop dream since secondary. Must GO!

2. new york
I have been watching SATC and gossip and too much of manhattan stories and
movies. I need to go!

3. Egypt
I just like the mystery and mummies stories, i should visit this place once in
my lifetime.

4. holland
there's been two persons telling me that this is the place for honeymoon. so it
is in my honeymoon lists since then.

5. maldives
another options for honeymoon coz its beachy!

6. venice
dunno y, but they says it will all covered by water in 50 yrs time.

7. sipadan
dream beachy


yes hot 1


i think i will/am/must push myself to the limit. Coz i am so motivated by this picture. super sexy hot chick which once was rumoured to be a lady boy, yeah i am one of those who think she's just too H.O.T !!


i promose myself, that i will practise three times yoga weekly, without any absense/excuses of skipping the classes.


i want megan's /blake's super duper hot figure... i am so chubby. and i am working my ass so much on it. but i still wonder, how those super hot lady get the body without ANY flaw? they seems to be not wearing any panty at all in their entire life, or else y they have no lines of that at all?? i need to know the truth!!! or they r using foundation/concealer?... sigh any1 pls help me..


anyway, i am working so hard on becoming those super hot figure.. those waist line to butt is super hot.. even myself cant keep eyes off from that.

so now i can understand, that we all like good looking thing, esp HOT chicks figure, and i just totally understand that guys just like them so much..


FML... i used 2 say that im not going after what guys want in a woman, but i am changing it now. am i wrong?


but im not to pamper whoever, but to be good and BEST to myself.. yeah yeah..

Thursday, April 15, 2010

i am lazy

i noticed recently i been very very lazy in keeping myself looking great, in making up thingy. I used to be very hardworking, put on base, foundations, concealer, eyeliner, eyeshadow, lipbalm, blushes.
yeah.. u need that much to become what people call as 'presentable'. FML i don even have time to sleep enough daily, and i need to put on these before i leave my home daily? just let me sleep. i am lazy and i just wan2 sleep sleep sleep.

now i even use super good invention , Bb cream, which be my sunblock+foundation+concealer, but same time, still keep my very ORIGINAL flaws/dark eyes. It lightens and i think so good for lazy lady like me. best of all, apply within 1 minute... wuahhaha

but i know, i dinn get stunning looks in picture. but i still look ME in any photos mah... i wont scare u off after i washed my face, or i hardly recognise myself.

i am glad, i look okay. not so hot, not so ugly, not so stunning, not so dull, i am me.

yoyo me!



Monday, April 12, 2010

think before u f

i am against cheater, physically or mentally.

so if u r caught cheating, i hope u will be extra careful when passing the road, look before u walk, look when u drink/eat, i hope u wont say bye bye to this world that easy, coz ur stupidity and balls'-controlled-mind been ruling and conquer ur partner.

and after u were caught-in-the-act, or caught-after-the-act, congrats to u, coz u win. y? let's imagine,
situation 1 : caught-in-the-act
u were so excited of taking off ur cloths, and so did the other player, then sudden, ur in there, then *deng* deng *deng* .. yeah classic moment which u can watched in any drama, da gf is here, but in my view, u r winner, coz ur da only person happy, but she's not. she cant be enjoyable as u are....

situation 2: not caught-in-the-act

well needless to say, u win, coz u r not caught red handed, she just knew it after all u happy ,exciting, climax moments, but thank god... she knew it. FYL.. coz u enjoyed and she still loved u. only when she realised, then u r gone.. coz u choose 2 follow ur balls than ur mind.

well no matter what, i just hate u, coz u r so happy wif balls moments. i swear, if u r the 1, seeing ur gf get laid with another guy, no need, jus been noticed accidentally holding hands of other guy, u wan2 dump her, u wan2 slap her, u wan2 punish her for being disloyal... yeah this is ur ego of man, which is sucks...

so i hope, u wont ever find ur happiness, coz i pity da 1 beeing cheated by u. pity u.. da good thing in front of u, in ur hands, and u just throw it into dustbin.. i hope u will suffer this for the rest of ur life. u wake up night over nightmare, and ur balls rotten, and u become ladyboy, then u will know, what/how is the feeling of trying to cheer up ur bf/partner...
FYL

me just me






Recently, im addicted to reading blogs. i know im being scary that i like 2 read ppl's life, like to know da hidden part, scandals, rumours, shitty/bitchy part of others life.


but i cant help, coz im just curious, knowing how mnay types of person in our life, surrounding us..


so my dear fren YT is getting married. im excited coz she's one of the 1st close friends which is moving to relationship graveyard.. yeah she will hate me so describe it as graveyard.. but i don care... wuahahha


and early this month, i had this inpromptu trip 2 langkawi wif buddies. and we get 2 kacau at langkawi super super duper luxurious hotel aka Four Seasons Langkawi ... yeah this beach villa costs RM6,100.00 b4 GST per night.. FML.. i am here and i wont be staying jus for 6k.. i think my visit alre worth the $$

then the other day, my interesting mummy telling me 1 super duper funny joke, joke of the year i shall call it. She claimed she went to this fortune teller which she initially want 2 ask abt wealth fortune, then who knows, this FHL teller told her this extra thingy.. that
" oh ur daughter is going to get married by this year."
kns kns... if he is going to be true, i am going 2 get his no to get the next lottery lucky pick. I am single now and been single fr 2 years, further without any potential dated guys, dating chances, watever luck in dates, and he is telling this crap.
and i am so crap that i listened to all these crap-s, FML
fyi, there's 1 gal who met her lifetime partner within 1 yr and they r getting married.
well looking back at myself, i think i really need 2 assess myself physically and mentally.
so FML