Sunday, May 8, 2011

may

1. im started with my new job, 2nd job in my life. no idea how it would be, but so far so good. 1 thing happy most is the travel distance is super short that i can ever imagine.
work involve mostly dealing with people, and paper work. it was so close that day i almost send out a wrong docu which i would been shot crazily... so so so scary. I need more concentration !!!

2. sis will deliver soon. countdown her days. its great seeing all babies clothes, stuffs around my place. cant imagine how my future niece will look like. but all her stuffs are so cute, from the shoes , err socks i would say to all the lovely dresses. adorable she would be in them.

3. but here's the thing, i been face with babies in life, others not mine yet. from cousins to frens. i am so poor in handling babies itellyou. it is so scary. coz i dunno how to speak baby language. i only speak "walk, eat, bye, kiss, dont cry.... " tats it.
be frank, i used to have dreams , such dream with ppl i love, then though i know i would b sucks in taking care of babies, but i am willing to do it for ppl i love. but somehow, its a big no no for my current life. tats y i have this phobia of baby i guess. coz so far, i am not willing to give up my life, my freedom for anything yet. maybe i just havent meet the right man, but whatever. i love my life , current life. that's it. full stop.

4. time ti make life much interesting i guess. but y they can say it as if as easy as eat? it's mission possible but in tonnes of stages okay... F im not going to give myself any pressure on this. life's good when we don need to explain for ourselves. just be cool with it.

5. so its the 4th yr dy. hahaha scary right? i cant imagine, so i tell hc, that im giving it up. well just making the most negative thoughts. calm down, i wont hope myself saving fund for the single old lady house. wtf if i need it?? anyway just let it be.

6. im addicted to get a pump, killer type. its all coz the other day was trying 1 at nine west. omg its F-ing nice, im going 2 get it. awww...

Sunday, March 6, 2011

march updates

1. i survivied without any colour on my toes for 2 weeks... yest cant stan anymore, after brunch wif 2 ladies, then straight rush for this month pedi... i jus cant live without naked toes.

2. miss jess going beijing for long term job. so damn envy on her courage. sametime, listen 2 all her exciting stories during farewell @ jean's house last week. miss ong confirm her wedding @ hotel in kl.

3. just watched black swan da other day. din expect the role of nina gives me that much of impact. i act did think and recall back her character the next day. and i bet, she must be either a virgo or leo. perfectionist who pushing herself till max, meantime very shy in expressing feelings. her skinny body is so scary...but much keen on the sensored scene on the mouth job giving by lily.. hehehe

4.life seems reaching part of crossroads.. wonder how and what to do.

chao~

Monday, February 14, 2011

2-14

1. wow its my 1st blog in 2011... am i that happy in jan? hmmm

2. beginning of jan, 4th beloved grandma passed away. i rmbr well, it's Tues morning, 7plus, almost 8am, i was preparing to work, hp rang, which im so worried, it shown from mom, omg, i know i wont b good news, and im right. mom cried over the phone, grandma just left us. im totally mood-less whole day while trying best 2 finish/handover my stuff.
drove back 2 hometown late evening, grandma had left, with her smile in the photos at funeral.
sometime, when we thought its sad incident ppl we loved left us, but thinking in positive side, all relatives can really meet each other during this time, even my cousin n sis from overseas. so happy that we can gather and attend for the v last time.
it's one of the biggest funeral i had attend. 5 days 4 nights, we had best meals, with dishes we like, n da way grandma want it to be, the happening and we all get 2 do it 2gether.
love grandma!

3. jan pass in super fast way, and my back was fill wif holes, golden fingers i guess.. bleeding crazily and shed tears front of them.,.. suck max.. and so emo

4. jan ended in super fast and cny is around.

5. 1st time ever, back 2 hometown on 30th nite of cny, feel like its cny straight when reach home.

6. feel cny come 2 soon, with nth much can prepare, but yet, still manage 2 catch up wif buddies..
cheers!!