not easy, i know

I know, breaking up it's never been easy; no matter to the one been dumped, or the one who dumped.


the world become raining/monsoon seasons. the world as if betray u, nth is sweet, nth is tasty, nth is interesting and nth can make u feel energetic. everyday is like monday, everyday is end of the world; u feel noone understand u, u feel they betray u.



U spent so much time and effort on this r/shp; u give all ur effort; attentions; time; money; even ur most precious; damn F out of sudden, u realise ur in the wrong track of investment; ur judgement telling ur wrong;



but so what? u may scold , u may pissed, u may sad; u may pain, but remember: when ur yelling at top of ur voice; or inside ur heart, the J is not as guilt as u thought he might be. well maybe lil coz due to some humanity; he get da satisfaction.. oops.. but its damn true.



i always think that, a man who dunno how to control da D, its just another assholes. don tell me tat he cant resists of watsoever HOT chicks; jude law din cheated Sienna over megan fox, instead just some super aunty look nanny. so get it? its' all abt the D !!! D wont choose among jolie, megan or scarlett, but its just hole. sigh! F true but lets get over it



arent life great b4 u met the asshole? arent u smile and laugh out loud when heard jokes? arent u love ur family b4 u met him?

not da one

i realised, he is not the type i'd thought he was. how come? it seems to be the longer i know him, the more i know, he's just not the type i'm keen. so that's why he is so 'friend' to me.

well luckily as well, i can fully concentrate in my life. rather than thinking of whatever might happen. so tired when it's 1ft day of pms. it's so emo and all things seems so S n F.

now just wait for wed to come coz im flying off on thurs midnight, thanks to the stupid routine schedule flight on 6.30am. insanely crazy max, much earlier than my trip back to as.

a short getaway before my trip of 2010!!!
love my life
muacks!

21st century gals, i should learn more

story 1:

she sort of famous among frens due to her aggressive attitude to get happiness she want to; aka chasing after guys to be bf. i used to be cheated ; she told us the other gal steal the man from her, due to stupid frenship, we did some 'drama' to scold the man, wtf was, the guy told us, he nvr told her, he like her AT ALL.. he just treated her as frens...

few yrs later, heard tat she get a bf, then she confess to him that she cheated over him, seeking for forgiveness ; da bf act did 4give her; but later she dump him anyway...

few yrs later, heard from frens that, she dump da bf coz he is working in overseas, to earn $4 n married her; she dislike due to LDR and she wan some1 24/7... (maybe she need 7-11, not man)

and now she's attached to a guy, and seems like she found da 7-11... yer...*im so jealous* wtf

story 2:

i nvr like her, she's those type of gals, nvr in my fav lists, nor even wan2 be frens type, maybe jus some stupid bias i guess. but i notice she only have like 1 female fren, the rest all male.

i always heard she has bf, stable type , then later keep seeing her kinda close with this guy, close as in seeing them having meals, hangout, heart 2 heart talk like so often, well i guess jus good frens coz it's normal what..

later on, fren of mine told me, she act having some hanky panky wit this guy, the guy like her alot, they KISSED!!! (as told by insider from the guy!) and that time she still with this stable bf...

oh no... y loyal seems like worthless in current society.. esp those with so call naive or pure look... mean girl like me, well aka devil look, act jus so otaku inside, lack of men like for so long... wtf ler... nvm don ever compare wif such ppl who nvr appreciate loyalty.

story 3:

she has this dream type look of many guys, n i thought she was as per her look, pretty, sweet, innocent, however, im da innocent 1 afterall;

well she is like been taking care by other seniors in uni, while sametime she act has a stable bf for few years dy, then da gal say wan2 break up so da bf found out the gf was act been taking care by some other guys out there. well its ppl's personal life, not within me to judge, but i damn dislike ppl cheat esp in r/ship.

I believe in karma, so i never have a thought of cheating; esp it''s so busy to love a person, where 2 find the extra time to like some1 else? emmm... maybe im just too old school.