30th

1. wow these week is final week of 2010. and many good things happening

2. work still sucks as usual, anyway ignore it, after 6.01pm

3. plan 2 treat bro (mom's bill heheheeh) to Checkers @ Bkt D'sara. tried thier lord of the ribs and its awesome. not 2 4get the rum cendol , nvr say no to it!! coz it's his b'day on sat, so will celeb there then.

4. well jus had great time yam cha wif a,j and g. g was drunk n high after dinner , she joined us for 2nd round @mcd. j was excited talking abt s , we were having fun time laughing at her.. heheh. glad she is smiling, from the heart now..

5. huhu... get an holi on fri, thx 2 da safee of msia, for getting da cup. well at least we see some hope in sports other than badminton n squash.

loving what i have, and cherish moments im enjoying.
thx for everything.
love...

nov

2010 coming to the end in few days times.

1. so i fly as scheduled on 4th nov night.

2 and as instinct i felt along the flight, uncle pass away on 5th nite. i think da feelings i had is a sign, telling me y i din feel any excitement though im flying to jp.

3. sorry i din make it. and i should have postpone, i guess.

4. well life goes on anyway. the trip started in gloomy and moodless way, but getting cheer up when started to feel the beauty of jp.

5. and i survived in jp train, thx 2 kanji aka chinese characters. i hav no issue in getting the directions, but the station of shinjuku is like... crazily huge, with more than 30 exits...

6. i love McD , coz jp served pork burger at 105 yen only.. and ebi burger, the fillings are way bigger than the bread, wonder wth is QC doing in mcd msia.

7. from sushi, ramen, soba, sashimi, don, pork, shabu shabu, seafood to miso soup, well indeed msia's jap food are... room 2 improve. but wen u taste those jap taste for more than 1 week, u will hunt for asia food, yea, its true, coz we r so bless to have varieties to choose, step in hawker centre, then u can get anything, jp well da typical 1, but its repeating n no doubt, its healthy 99%.

8. so back 2 msia on 20th, and travel again to cherating on the 26th. its unplanned trip as its las minute to tag along. staying at club med and best part, drink as much as u like, eat as much as u wish, noone is going to stop u, as logn as u behave. i miss the buffet meal, crazily happy , jus like lil kid inside wonderland. mine is going into super high class restaurant, to hav my fav way of breakfast: start with sausage +pancake+ syrup+ eggs , follow by nasi lemak, then add on porridge with sauce fish, finally its cereal+coco crunch + oat with low fat milk, awww lastly finished with glass of fresh orange juice.. heaven ~~ yea how fattening, but its dream way!! once in few yrs i guess..

how ar....

1. im flying in less than 10 days, but uncle conditions seems to be not so stable, maybe after this weekend, then i shall see if to postpone on the j trip...
may uncle get well v v soon

2. wat is wrong when hormone is taking over rational... wtf

3. some ppl just dunno whats inside their pity brain... arghhh... useless

4. i will go cherating next month... seems to be reaching my max limit for traveling this yr

5. money decide everything in my life .. for now

6. i need so much of stout stout stout.. coz it makes me feel so good

jpop dream

i had enough stories of assholes that make me so pissed off. ARGHHHH so damn hard to avoid them. i am so scared that, in short future, i will make conclusion : all balls are assholes.

anyway jus live with it.

It's not like i can't live without man, though being in a relationship, having companion/partner , someone to share in life is really good. well like old sayings, we all need to have companion, totally agree, but maybe im just those type need to be in matured marriage, rather than in early age. since im sure, im immatured type, im not selfish, but i just dunno how to take care of myself, im lazy, damn lazy type, i jus wan money sufficient to feed myself, i never really care about anything else. like wat im doing now, i like it, coz i still can vomit out some amount to pampered myself. This year i spolt myself a lot, my record!

in 3 weeks time, i will be realising my jpop dreams, i had since i was 16. its all thx to Yunni who recommend me arashi, then there's no turning back. im addicted to johnnys , from wink-up i get to know from smap, tokio, arashi, v6 to kat-tun, yama p etc; at the same time, j drama is attacking me like crazy, i had love generations which is my fav j drama so far, i jus love takeshi-san, which looks good in ALL hair style. then until HERO, blah blah blah... omg i jus love takesi n arashi; their songs making me so GENKI**ne

however, im so sad tat they just wont come to Msia at all, nearest is oni thailand, they went to there for few times for concerts, guess their market there is way far i can imagine of... wink up make me know more of them, and i tell myself then, i shall go nippon once in my lifetime. but the expenses is CRAZILY high, esp the accommodations, food, transportation etc.. easily 10k per pax for a trip like 1 week.

heheee.. i think i must pray a lot, that my god listen to my wish for so long, i am realising my jpop dream at least 5-10 years faster! so during last promo of mas, i don really think much but jus book for the return tic, but now seeing aa can get anytime within da $$ i pay, kns.. nvm pay for da mas hospitality, since everything is unlimited. im going to enjoy kao kao. plus its narita, not haneda yo**its just like da diff of subang airport and klia. but narita still diff.. hehehee trying hard 2 comfort myself da $$ i pay is worthwhile. coz i never been to klia for international departure, im da only one at family never been lo... how can!? good im going this time!! maybe its my first and last @klia and narita dy =( sigh y must cheap airfare in diff place though same piece of klia add... FFFF okay i admit, i just want to explore whats inside the intl departure @klia, coz i heard they have almos everything ooo...

so im going to rainbow bridge, it appears in almost all jdrama of the 90s. oh no i miss my love gen theme song dy.. i miss their street scene, the train, the crowd the view of nippon. and im going shinjuku,harajuku, oayama, jiyojuku, roppongi, omotesando hills, odaiba, gotemba, and disneyland. planning to go both disneyland & disney sea. if both cost around 10,000 yen. should i? should i not? if just disneyland is at 5,800 yen. coz i personally not really a big fan of disney, mayb i go disneyland would be good enough? coz 5,800 yen is like almost rm220 dy!! okay la, jus go one will be fine la, plus need to go for meals, souvenirs somemore ler... kns .. our currency damn low....

well i need to find posters/adv of arashi and take shoots. this is a must! its my jpop dream. so da rest, err no idea yet, maybe take some ramen, soba, don, sashimi, then go to UT, h&m, as usual tourists would do. and wan2 try their beer and some desserts maybe.

budget very tight ar!! sacrifice osaka and kyoto!!! sigh .. next time then.

anyway cant hardly wait for next month~ nippon im coming

oct

1.
im going to hk wif ys next yr. hahahaaa finally i will step on the land after 13 yrs later. fuiyo.. its been tat long!! anyway most exciting part is that im going wif my best buddy. its going to be a fun one... so time to plan after back from JJ

2.
so this happened like... sometime ago.. so they wan2 match making me wif dunno-who-he-is, after all da ding dong, so finally his in my fb lists, wtf ppl critic my photos... harlo... im born wif my face, so wat ! watever, stop judging me.

3.
today bro help me pick up my visa, almos cant approve!! luckily its all okay now!! so as schedule, i am flying off in 3 weeks time, to the land of rising sun; to the dream country ; to the place of my j pop; it's a fast forward dreams come true. yay it is!! though da air fare its at 2k... wtf.. but im going to enjoy yo..

not easy, i know

I know, breaking up it's never been easy; no matter to the one been dumped, or the one who dumped.


the world become raining/monsoon seasons. the world as if betray u, nth is sweet, nth is tasty, nth is interesting and nth can make u feel energetic. everyday is like monday, everyday is end of the world; u feel noone understand u, u feel they betray u.



U spent so much time and effort on this r/shp; u give all ur effort; attentions; time; money; even ur most precious; damn F out of sudden, u realise ur in the wrong track of investment; ur judgement telling ur wrong;



but so what? u may scold , u may pissed, u may sad; u may pain, but remember: when ur yelling at top of ur voice; or inside ur heart, the J is not as guilt as u thought he might be. well maybe lil coz due to some humanity; he get da satisfaction.. oops.. but its damn true.



i always think that, a man who dunno how to control da D, its just another assholes. don tell me tat he cant resists of watsoever HOT chicks; jude law din cheated Sienna over megan fox, instead just some super aunty look nanny. so get it? its' all abt the D !!! D wont choose among jolie, megan or scarlett, but its just hole. sigh! F true but lets get over it



arent life great b4 u met the asshole? arent u smile and laugh out loud when heard jokes? arent u love ur family b4 u met him?

not da one

i realised, he is not the type i'd thought he was. how come? it seems to be the longer i know him, the more i know, he's just not the type i'm keen. so that's why he is so 'friend' to me.

well luckily as well, i can fully concentrate in my life. rather than thinking of whatever might happen. so tired when it's 1ft day of pms. it's so emo and all things seems so S n F.

now just wait for wed to come coz im flying off on thurs midnight, thanks to the stupid routine schedule flight on 6.30am. insanely crazy max, much earlier than my trip back to as.

a short getaway before my trip of 2010!!!
love my life
muacks!

21st century gals, i should learn more

story 1:

she sort of famous among frens due to her aggressive attitude to get happiness she want to; aka chasing after guys to be bf. i used to be cheated ; she told us the other gal steal the man from her, due to stupid frenship, we did some 'drama' to scold the man, wtf was, the guy told us, he nvr told her, he like her AT ALL.. he just treated her as frens...

few yrs later, heard tat she get a bf, then she confess to him that she cheated over him, seeking for forgiveness ; da bf act did 4give her; but later she dump him anyway...

few yrs later, heard from frens that, she dump da bf coz he is working in overseas, to earn $4 n married her; she dislike due to LDR and she wan some1 24/7... (maybe she need 7-11, not man)

and now she's attached to a guy, and seems like she found da 7-11... yer...*im so jealous* wtf

story 2:

i nvr like her, she's those type of gals, nvr in my fav lists, nor even wan2 be frens type, maybe jus some stupid bias i guess. but i notice she only have like 1 female fren, the rest all male.

i always heard she has bf, stable type , then later keep seeing her kinda close with this guy, close as in seeing them having meals, hangout, heart 2 heart talk like so often, well i guess jus good frens coz it's normal what..

later on, fren of mine told me, she act having some hanky panky wit this guy, the guy like her alot, they KISSED!!! (as told by insider from the guy!) and that time she still with this stable bf...

oh no... y loyal seems like worthless in current society.. esp those with so call naive or pure look... mean girl like me, well aka devil look, act jus so otaku inside, lack of men like for so long... wtf ler... nvm don ever compare wif such ppl who nvr appreciate loyalty.

story 3:

she has this dream type look of many guys, n i thought she was as per her look, pretty, sweet, innocent, however, im da innocent 1 afterall;

well she is like been taking care by other seniors in uni, while sametime she act has a stable bf for few years dy, then da gal say wan2 break up so da bf found out the gf was act been taking care by some other guys out there. well its ppl's personal life, not within me to judge, but i damn dislike ppl cheat esp in r/ship.

I believe in karma, so i never have a thought of cheating; esp it''s so busy to love a person, where 2 find the extra time to like some1 else? emmm... maybe im just too old school.

to change

i'm so lazy, i cant even write out a draft itinery on my trip. well not really need to be a serious one, but just for my visa application. I read like reaching 100 post on it, and i havent have a brief idea where i wan2 go, coz i wan2 go theme park, i wan2 go all da shopping streets, i wan this n i wan that, end up i dunno what is my priority and whats not. seems to be all are important and must-see places.

i hate fb , it jus has no privacy that i jus jus simply click on any1 inmy lists, to view at all their photos, fine i know it is all about, but i still ... well sometimes wan2 keep it to close frens only. then F hate wat, some frens frens tend to be someone i used 2 know. yarks!

some is blocking fb n msn, but i still manage 2 on9 like 24/7, harlo.. can any1 here really BLOCK them so i cant manage 2 go thru though with these links given ...

at this point, i jus can't think much or plan further, but to let time to come, for my next move to be carried out. I know i nvr been ambitious type, i'm not keen in earning my 1st RM1 million in next couple of years, i jus wan2 go for my plans for these years, da basic plans that i wan for myself. Coz i know, once i found something in my current life, all my plans shall be kiv. i don wan2 change yet, i know myself well, im so into it when my life change, cross my fingers that, before i feel im satisfy, i'm willing to stop, then it will come to me. and the time, I am willing to be da one that i am so worry of. da one that i wan2 be, but at the sametime, I'm so scare due to the uncertainty but thats the risk i'm willing to take, cross my fingers

night and love

the never-ending job in the entire universe

There are things we unable to stop the time and redo it; or we want to go back time and re-write the history; or maybe we just hope we never leave so much of evidences of what we did. One of it I would say is this stupid mail sign up. As for me, I’m like those mailer addict shoppers/consumers. I’m tend to give my info to some brands/shops/things I’m keen to I can be keep update upon their latest activities and promo. I used to sign up for mailer updates from boutiques, foods, restaurants and some even like places I used to be. I check my email daily so easily, I deleted minimum 1 mail from these things I did. So I will like recall back my memories when I sign up for them. Oh I love this place so I sign up, I buy something from here, I hang out here before, I met my friends here, I hang out wif ex before, I love this shop a lot…. Some not so green company will send the mail via posts, so in a way to get rid of them, I have no choice but just to tear off my name and address before I dump into the bin. Life’s crazy when all these little matters are bothering you.

I just realize I have one ‘career woman’ friends among my circle. She works, and she didn’t do any household. that’s the one I’m so envy. You see, some typical traditional Chinese thinking family like mine, is pushing me to the corner. Let’s say household such as laundry. You see there’s invention of washing machines since like stone age, from shirts, skirts, pants, just dump in and put in the washing detergent/powder then just on. The magic will start to wash by itself then wait till it’s done. I personally am facing this issue, which I don’t understand. The females in family, pushing me to hand wash my own lingerie. Okay I started to wash mine since I’m 13. So now I started to work, and I just feel my hands are been very rough and dry. And I’m having this nail polish once while. I don’t even have that much time to really bath myself that details sometimes, and now I need to keep washing my lingerie that often? Daily they will nag me as if nobody business, I wonder maybe they think I’m too perfect so want to start picky on me. I am just so lazy. Why they can’t agree when I just dump all in into the machines and let them do the job. My hands are not rich mistress hands, but I myself have the responsibility to take care of them!

To me, I don’t want to touch the broom, unless I can’t take it anymore. I think my last time was when no one at the house, then someone is coming over. So I sweep and mop the floor. I have this habit over mop that, I must mop the floor twice. But I prefer sweep and mop than doing the laundry. And one more, to collect the dried washed clothes and fold it. Oh my god. Especially when I’m not in good mood, the stupid clothes seems never ending of the quantities. Worse of all, the nag is like the annoying sounds keep humming next to my ears.

I wonder why to the family, female must be the one go into the kitchen and do the job. Who set the rules woman must be the one taking all the jobs of washing dishes, preparing the meals. Who? Who? I do hope I no need to be full time housewife. I just hate it. ARGH… but now I’m living life as ‘career’ woman… heheheh bless me.

botox

i like da feeling of like-ing some1, without expecting to have further levels with , n it's like back 2 puppy love era, when da feelings of getting respond from the person, n u nvr expect anything or the person to commit anything to u, n u wont have that much of bla bla bla....

it seems to be like a botox that makes ur face SHINE and glow deep in from the skin. its something u wont get from SK II or la mer.. im like taking this 'drug'to keep my life ínteresting''. esp da boring f-ing 9to6 and super less brain cells working environment.

yt say da person is nerd. well as long as i like lo... plus he is my dream type, though i know im not his cup of tea.. *sigh*sigh*

but how many ppl out there, can stan a gal like me? thats da question....

fb fb fb

There’s pros and cons of fb; u get to see the update status of people’s life from everyday to every hour/minute/second, people tend to update all the thoughts/ things they seen in life and sharing in the circle of fb. And we get close to frens we rarely seen, or find back old frens back in school time, childhood time. We catch up via fb to organize for gatherings/outing/hang out. We share photos with trips we went with others who din join.

Ppl like shooting sharing albums of their master piece; tech of dslr, making the effect of objects/scenes so attractive; ppl love travel sharing the photos of each trip;

There’s issue then , seeing frens of mine going KK; to places I used to be there, Manukan, Sapi, Mt KK park, whatever market n bla bla blah… so F when seeing all these la… memories are sucks… when u end up in not so happy ending in r/ship.
But still thx to it, I get to explore the diving fun. And I want to get more experiences though I didn’t touch it for like 3 years already. And I cant even find back the book of each dive record…

I want to have bf ler but it’s no harm being a happy single gal afterall~~
My fb update is interesting this year. 1st trip to Taiwan in January, then phuket, Thailand in may.

But best of all, is the trip in November which makes everyone jealous hehe…I’m going to enjoy to max!

still me, lucky

this is shit.. i think too much ler... kns so close to show it out... but im a lady.. so NO NO NO
heheeee

its true afterall that some g r nerd.. esp da type im keen.

thx to my lifestlye as well. esp imagine i din step out from house on sat n sun, except once for bfast on sat morning, whole sun jus sleep sleep till max...

so fml when ppl think i am picky/choosy.. i don even expose myself in public k...
stop label me then...

busy to searching for my trip in year end, da rest jus kiv then...
time 2 Zzzz

july 4

i feel like i should not be having these feelings; missing someone, hope seeing the person in msn whenevr i log in, i cant take the risk of texting him/nor even ask to catch up for a meal, so guess what? , i spent my sunday watching drama one whole day.. so fml

i think i really need to concentrate on my work, i've been like v useless.. need to brush up. concentrate on my work n life, instead of waitng/hoping for something which has so lil chances of success.

i know , true loves nvr come in short, i jus need 2 hav more patience and really work hard in my life, esp i wanted so bad for my dream figure. and as for my progress, i think mostly i wil stick to current size, but i am happy.

cheers!

i will go~

I started to hate 9 to 6. I hope I’m on MC so I don’t need to go to work. Thanks to the good working ambience. My works become more and more, coz I really don’t know how to handle with those people which just sit and wait for things to be done. I think when those lazy ass back to work, I settle at least 70% of their tasks on behalf. But FML I don’t get their paid. And they tell me, a-s-s-i-s-t. Yeah how irritating this term in my life now.

Well I’m blessed at least, few days ago; I finally decided to go JP. I managed to get return ticket to JP at affordable price with MAS along with mom. So I will fly from 5 to 20 November. I’m so excited coz I finally going to realize my j pop dream since I had from 16. From drama by kimura-san, my arashi, johnny’s, to Ayu, I know I am going for real this time. Thanks to dear sister and in-law.

I need to go Tokyo: shibuya, harajuku, Shinjuku, odaiba, Tokyo tower, ginza, roppongi, Disneyland, Disney sea… then I want to go Osaka; universal studio, Kyoto, ghibli museum, odaiba Ferris wheel … I want to eat macha ice-cream, salmon sashimi, takoyaki, ramen, soba; I want to have hot spring, see the culture of their AV industry, their fashion, cosplay, manga/anime culture. I have so much to-do/buy/see/watch/feel/-lists. I need to start working on the lists since I have 5 months to go.

Hahah I’m so excited I can be there at autumn. I think I must be doing something good recently that I can realize this dream way faster than expectations. Thanks thanks thanks! I’m blessed. Then I will take lots of photos!

Life’s good when you have motivation to keep you on. So to all jackasses, you can’t beat me down! Coz I’m living in a good life.

to kel

i did things which u used to persuade me to get into.

i listened to MUH, some of their songs are act nice, and the band is good. though i don know them that well.. now i understand what u tried to tell me when u talked abt them back then.

i watched school rumble again.. watching back tenma chan wh is so cute.. at least i know y guys like manga/anime... this 1 is nice, just liked u said, suit female like me...

i watch the series u recommend, and its so u.. yeah so ur american dream style.. and those outfits, jus like what u wear all da time. ok i should hav not advice u to change ur style. mayb its unique tat u like it.

my frens thought i would recall of sad/mad when talking abt u nowadays, but i act recall with calm mood, more like talking abt past than any emo that ruin my moods. so no worries my dear frens

u used to be so surprise seeing me having Glay album, i listen to them, but just dat album coz started from one of the j drama i like back then.. i jus like the rhythm, i hv no clue on those bands, guitarist,vocal, bass, drum,... not in my knowledge hehe...

i din tell u, u look good when ur concentrating playing the guitar, sorry i din tell u that time, coz don wan2 make u so proud.. wan u to be humble and mad at me hehehe so u will try ur best to be better and show it to me... u r good, trust me, just be more confident

i appreciate all ur comments abt my look, which u wan me to be better, but i cant understand back then, i think ur too demanding, but i know y.. and i still wan2 be current me, i jus don like to make up, i cant, its not me , i don wan2 scare off myself when i cant recognise myself anymore in mirror. and i feel thankful, for the comments, u wan me to be more feminine, i started towards there dy, and i realise, its what suits me, well still i love my jeans,, hhehe i know how much u used 2 dislike me in them coz been v v boring...

i think im stingy, tats y i din pay bills , same as now when i earn my own, and now i start 2 dislike guys get me to AA....

okay don laugh at me that im still single, i cant find any1 yet, yes its been so lil chances to find even just a person can talk to..

how r u? i hope everythings fine with u, esp ur dreams, and what ur doing now, im sure hectic n packed life u having, with stress and life u din expect back then. u have my bless, u r good, i have faith in u. i don think wan2 catch up wif u, jus let things behind and we all move forward..

i want my happiness.. still im enjoying singleship...

yoyo

i always believe in karma. yes, i do. so i try to minimise the times i wan2 scold ppl wtf, f u, damn u, fyl, knn, dnmch, tmd... coz too much of these jerks around us.

i wonder, we all getting the same education, same info from media, same words from mouth, but it can turn out to be version of a, b, c.... till z. y? y? we all have our own mindset i guess. FTL

then recently, surrounded by stupid thoughts of ppl. they can't take things easily, steady way? ppl tend to calculate, yes, this F-ing words as conclude to me. i remember U!

i think if we see today as last day of our life, we should be way happier than we expect.

i learn that, under what f-ing circumstances, we shall remain silence, yes we just smile and silence so we wont kena taruh. coz i kena kao kao when i just ask , and i know my EQ is damn low that time. i swear, i will leave u asap

to you

情侶爭吵後，誰會先求和，
真正的關鍵，無關性別、也不是個性強弱、勝算多寡的問題；
而是要看誰愛得比較深，誰比較願意珍惜感情。
可惜，理智時候的協議，在情緒衝撞的當下似乎是無法揮作用。

每對情侶、每次吵架，原因和過程並不相同，
結果未必都是男方求和，所以也不盡然都能在爭執過後言歸於好。
感情基礎比較脆弱的情侶，甚至禁不起幾次的爭吵，就可能導致關係破裂，無法復合。

願意在爭吵後，主動將兩人之間不愉快的情緒處理掉，握手言和，是很成熟的表現。
可惜的是，如果他的伴侶不懂得珍惜這份心意，就會以為自己位居上風，從此予取予求，忘了該有的反省與同理。
情況如果往這個方向發展，感情戰爭之後的和平，只是短暫的假象，即使貌合，也會神離。
傷痕累累的愛情，將難以持續。


u think i am so 'proud' of saying it, arent u?
i admit i am, coz i'd reaching my max,
but seems very stupid, that u jus 'agree' on this, as if u've been waiting this chance for so long,
and wh i ask u back, u showed ur 'arrogant' , 'teasing' me for eating my words,
sigh , to u, r/ship just such childish matters?
y can't we judge things in more matured and positive ways?
i guess this a fragile relation afterall, isn't it?

life is even fragile, and so short out of our imagination, take care my dear.

from : http://www.wretch.cc/blog/eric599/12059346

my weekend

1. spending fri night chilled out with kcy and by at brussels , enjoying fav draught beers.
mana tau kcy ordered hoegaarden, followd by.... HOT CHOCOLATE., FHL and how healthy this fella is.

2. cy been 'mentally harrested' by his boss. his gay boss (he confirmed he is) been showing non-stop of interested on him, u should hear his business trip wif him to the luxury hotel. pity cy that he only dare to shower wh the boss doze off! FHL!! coz the shower is ceiling height glass panels! hahaha classic man~

3. like olivia ong's voice! a good voice to hear esp on lazy weekend .. makes my day

4. going for 2nd brazilian wax later. preparing for my phuket trip end of may..~~ yoyo

5. will hav a steam boat gathering with coursemates tonight.

life's good when i am not alone!

crazy gemini

1. i like this person, but we never get into details conversation;
it's not what boy-girl-like, but it's more than feelings with other friends;
or jus coincidence that he 'shines' among the rest?
i wonder, is it too long i've been single? or i just keen in getting a companion?
no matter how, i am not going to rush.
slow and steady gal.

2. the 'intention' to relate details in life into conversations with him;
so funny and keep asking myself, "y can't he read my hint?"
guys are so blunt, aren't they?

3. i miss you, wonder how are u? where are you? and i hope u're REGRET-ing, so don't let me know that or else .. FYL, sir


4.

review of past week

1. watch ice kacang puppy love last weekend, not bad story but da botak's sis is shining among the rest.

2. a friend of mine ask me why i want to visit Jp, my latest classic reply -->
i wan2 shoot av there! wuahaha wait i have the megan's figure, or any agent come approach when im walking around toyko streeets... my fren say will be my no1 fan somemore... yer... sorry lo im not bias over ppl's career but i just can't.

3. im going for 2nd brazilian wax coz going off for beachy getaway next month. its been quite scary n weird experience wif wax but the result turn out to be very impressive coz it's very hygiene.

4. i am consider of getting iPhone or mini laptop, u see iphone is like getting an Dior bag, but mini is like u can get tax excemption. apa macam... let m re-access again my financial planning... hahah less than 5k savings wan2 show off... FML

5. tonnes of peers getting married, so? congrats. I am so not for this in life now.
single makes me so happy but so lonely once while. but i rather single lor... esp i din seeing anyone at all now... worse is ppl think im surrounded by bunchs of dudes.. oh fml

I'm loving my life with family, friends and myself~~

to-do-lists part 1

1. get a satisfied pay job

2. to travel min. once a year

3. buy shoes without 2nd thought if my cabinets still have room for them or will my mom scold me.

4. to have megan fox / blake lively hot figure and looks good in almost everything

5. to own a Tiff jewellery

6. to own an IT bag

7. to have a pair of killing heels which never bite

8. to watch phantom of the opera musical

9. to own iphone/macbook

10. to drink my fav green tea latte whenever i want to

11. to see the 'sea of lavender' once in a lifetime

12. to be myself 24/7

to be continue...

places i want to

1. tokyo
i have this j-pop dream since secondary. Must GO!

2. new york
I have been watching SATC and gossip and too much of manhattan stories and
movies. I need to go!

3. Egypt
I just like the mystery and mummies stories, i should visit this place once in
my lifetime.

4. holland
there's been two persons telling me that this is the place for honeymoon. so it
is in my honeymoon lists since then.

5. maldives
another options for honeymoon coz its beachy!

6. venice
dunno y, but they says it will all covered by water in 50 yrs time.

7. sipadan
dream beachy

yes hot 1

i think i will/am/must push myself to the limit. Coz i am so motivated by this picture. super sexy hot chick which once was rumoured to be a lady boy, yeah i am one of those who think she's just too H.O.T !!

i promose myself, that i will practise three times yoga weekly, without any absense/excuses of skipping the classes.

i want megan's /blake's super duper hot figure... i am so chubby. and i am working my ass so much on it. but i still wonder, how those super hot lady get the body without ANY flaw? they seems to be not wearing any panty at all in their entire life, or else y they have no lines of that at all?? i need to know the truth!!! or they r using foundation/concealer?... sigh any1 pls help me..

anyway, i am working so hard on becoming those super hot figure.. those waist line to butt is super hot.. even myself cant keep eyes off from that.

so now i can understand, that we all like good looking thing, esp HOT chicks figure, and i just totally understand that guys just like them so much..

FML... i used 2 say that im not going after what guys want in a woman, but i am changing it now. am i wrong?

but im not to pamper whoever, but to be good and BEST to myself.. yeah yeah..

i am lazy

i noticed recently i been very very lazy in keeping myself looking great, in making up thingy. I used to be very hardworking, put on base, foundations, concealer, eyeliner, eyeshadow, lipbalm, blushes.
yeah.. u need that much to become what people call as 'presentable'. FML i don even have time to sleep enough daily, and i need to put on these before i leave my home daily? just let me sleep. i am lazy and i just wan2 sleep sleep sleep.

now i even use super good invention , Bb cream, which be my sunblock+foundation+concealer, but same time, still keep my very ORIGINAL flaws/dark eyes. It lightens and i think so good for lazy lady like me. best of all, apply within 1 minute... wuahhaha

but i know, i dinn get stunning looks in picture. but i still look ME in any photos mah... i wont scare u off after i washed my face, or i hardly recognise myself.

i am glad, i look okay. not so hot, not so ugly, not so stunning, not so dull, i am me.

yoyo me!

think before u f

i am against cheater, physically or mentally.

so if u r caught cheating, i hope u will be extra careful when passing the road, look before u walk, look when u drink/eat, i hope u wont say bye bye to this world that easy, coz ur stupidity and balls'-controlled-mind been ruling and conquer ur partner.

and after u were caught-in-the-act, or caught-after-the-act, congrats to u, coz u win. y? let's imagine,
situation 1 : caught-in-the-act
u were so excited of taking off ur cloths, and so did the other player, then sudden, ur in there, then *deng* deng *deng* .. yeah classic moment which u can watched in any drama, da gf is here, but in my view, u r winner, coz ur da only person happy, but she's not. she cant be enjoyable as u are....

situation 2: not caught-in-the-act

well needless to say, u win, coz u r not caught red handed, she just knew it after all u happy ,exciting, climax moments, but thank god... she knew it. FYL.. coz u enjoyed and she still loved u. only when she realised, then u r gone.. coz u choose 2 follow ur balls than ur mind.

well no matter what, i just hate u, coz u r so happy wif balls moments. i swear, if u r the 1, seeing ur gf get laid with another guy, no need, jus been noticed accidentally holding hands of other guy, u wan2 dump her, u wan2 slap her, u wan2 punish her for being disloyal... yeah this is ur ego of man, which is sucks...

so i hope, u wont ever find ur happiness, coz i pity da 1 beeing cheated by u. pity u.. da good thing in front of u, in ur hands, and u just throw it into dustbin.. i hope u will suffer this for the rest of ur life. u wake up night over nightmare, and ur balls rotten, and u become ladyboy, then u will know, what/how is the feeling of trying to cheer up ur bf/partner...
FYL

me just me

Recently, im addicted to reading blogs. i know im being scary that i like 2 read ppl's life, like to know da hidden part, scandals, rumours, shitty/bitchy part of others life.

but i cant help, coz im just curious, knowing how mnay types of person in our life, surrounding us..

so my dear fren YT is getting married. im excited coz she's one of the 1st close friends which is moving to relationship graveyard.. yeah she will hate me so describe it as graveyard.. but i don care... wuahahha

and early this month, i had this inpromptu trip 2 langkawi wif buddies. and we get 2 kacau at langkawi super super duper luxurious hotel aka Four Seasons Langkawi ... yeah this beach villa costs RM6,100.00 b4 GST per night.. FML.. i am here and i wont be staying jus for 6k.. i think my visit alre worth the $$

then the other day, my interesting mummy telling me 1 super duper funny joke, joke of the year i shall call it. She claimed she went to this fortune teller which she initially want 2 ask abt wealth fortune, then who knows, this FHL teller told her this extra thingy.. that

" oh ur daughter is going to get married by this year."

kns kns... if he is going to be true, i am going 2 get his no to get the next lottery lucky pick. I am single now and been single fr 2 years, further without any potential dated guys, dating chances, watever luck in dates, and he is telling this crap.

and i am so crap that i listened to all these crap-s, FML

fyi, there's 1 gal who met her lifetime partner within 1 yr and they r getting married.

well looking back at myself, i think i really need 2 assess myself physically and mentally.
so FML

no title!

so so so long i din touch my blog...

well work as shit as usual..

but im going for my beachy getaway this weekend!!! yeah... i don care if my skin is going to TAN~ but i am so awaitng for that, coz i wan2 relax... the shit at workplace is making me in not so good mood.....

beginning of 2010

it has been an exciting, happening and tiring over the countdown weekends. 31 st dec i get half day off from place i work, so i get chance 2 go sunway to claim the prize i won for supporting Ipanema... heheh now my collections of Ipanema alre 3 pairs.

so later on night i went to hav movies wif kaki movie and da long awaiting visit fren from east msia. well something happened whereby 1 of our fren who initially confirm 2 watch wif us were late and ffk us... well not so good was we actually miss few minutes at the beginning of the movie, oh yta i watched Sherlock Holmes... played by jude law.. yes, da man who cheated my hottie idol, Sienna Miller. omg... sienna such a hottie, and he ... just dunno how 2 take good care of his lil bro i guess.

so after the movie, actually i also din hav plans for countdown, jus get few 'sisters' come over my place 2 get drunk again..

my 1 jan pass with my long awaiting ang mo teh, hehehe recommend by ozw. so few of us drank on hoegaarden, franziskaner and another 1 cant recall da name but all were fab!! next time i wan2 try Stella....

then i realise, i drink non stop from 31 dec till 3 jan.. from heineken, franziskaner to carlsberg...

shit... need 2 control though it's been a good weekend and good start...

happy new yr~~ cheers~~