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i like da feeling of like-ing some1, without expecting to have further levels with , n it's like back 2 puppy love era, when da feelings of getting respond from the person, n u nvr expect anything or the person to commit anything to u, n u wont have that much of bla bla bla....

it seems to be like a botox that makes ur face SHINE and glow deep in from the skin. its something u wont get from SK II or la mer.. im like taking this 'drug'to keep my life ínteresting''. esp da boring f-ing 9to6 and super less brain cells working environment.

yt say da person is nerd. well as long as i like lo... plus he is my dream type, though i know im not his cup of tea.. *sigh*sigh*

but how many ppl out there, can stan a gal like me? thats da question....

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There’s pros and cons of fb; u get to see the update status of people’s life from everyday to every hour/minute/second, people tend to update all the thoughts/ things they seen in life and sharing in the circle of fb. And we get close to frens we rarely seen, or find back old frens back in school time, childhood time. We catch up via fb to organize for gatherings/outing/hang out. We share photos with trips we went with others who din join.

Ppl like shooting sharing albums of their master piece; tech of dslr, making the effect of objects/scenes so attractive; ppl love travel sharing the photos of each trip;

There’s issue then , seeing frens of mine going KK; to places I used to be there, Manukan, Sapi, Mt KK park, whatever market n bla bla blah… so F when seeing all these la… memories are sucks… when u end up in not so happy ending in r/ship.
But still thx to it, I get to explore the diving fun. And I want to get more experiences though I didn’t touch it for like 3 years already. And I cant even find back the book of each dive record…

I want to have bf ler but it’s no harm being a happy single gal afterall~~
My fb update is interesting this year. 1st trip to Taiwan in January, then phuket, Thailand in may.

But best of all, is the trip in November which makes everyone jealous hehe…I’m going to enjoy to max!

still me, lucky

this is shit.. i think too much ler... kns so close to show it out... but im a lady.. so NO NO NO
heheeee

its true afterall that some g r nerd.. esp da type im keen.

thx to my lifestlye as well. esp imagine i din step out from house on sat n sun, except once for bfast on sat morning, whole sun jus sleep sleep till max...

so fml when ppl think i am picky/choosy.. i don even expose myself in public k...
stop label me then...

busy to searching for my trip in year end, da rest jus kiv then...
time 2 Zzzz

july 4

i feel like i should not be having these feelings; missing someone, hope seeing the person in msn whenevr i log in, i cant take the risk of texting him/nor even ask to catch up for a meal, so guess what? , i spent my sunday watching drama one whole day.. so fml

i think i really need to concentrate on my work, i've been like v useless.. need to brush up. concentrate on my work n life, instead of waitng/hoping for something which has so lil chances of success.

i know , true loves nvr come in short, i jus need 2 hav more patience and really work hard in my life, esp i wanted so bad for my dream figure. and as for my progress, i think mostly i wil stick to current size, but i am happy.

cheers!

i will go~

I started to hate 9 to 6. I hope I’m on MC so I don’t need to go to work. Thanks to the good working ambience. My works become more and more, coz I really don’t know how to handle with those people which just sit and wait for things to be done. I think when those lazy ass back to work, I settle at least 70% of their tasks on behalf. But FML I don’t get their paid. And they tell me, a-s-s-i-s-t. Yeah how irritating this term in my life now.

Well I’m blessed at least, few days ago; I finally decided to go JP. I managed to get return ticket to JP at affordable price with MAS along with mom. So I will fly from 5 to 20 November. I’m so excited coz I finally going to realize my j pop dream since I had from 16. From drama by kimura-san, my arashi, johnny’s, to Ayu, I know I am going for real this time. Thanks to dear sister and in-law.

I need to go Tokyo: shibuya, harajuku, Shinjuku, odaiba, Tokyo tower, ginza, roppongi, Disneyland, Disney sea… then I want to go Osaka; universal studio, Kyoto, ghibli museum, odaiba Ferris wheel … I want to eat macha ice-cream, salmon sashimi, takoyaki, ramen, soba; I want to have hot spring, see the culture of their AV industry, their fashion, cosplay, manga/anime culture. I have so much to-do/buy/see/watch/feel/-lists. I need to start working on the lists since I have 5 months to go.

Hahah I’m so excited I can be there at autumn. I think I must be doing something good recently that I can realize this dream way faster than expectations. Thanks thanks thanks! I’m blessed. Then I will take lots of photos!

Life’s good when you have motivation to keep you on. So to all jackasses, you can’t beat me down! Coz I’m living in a good life.

to kel

i did things which u used to persuade me to get into.

i listened to MUH, some of their songs are act nice, and the band is good. though i don know them that well.. now i understand what u tried to tell me when u talked abt them back then.

i watched school rumble again.. watching back tenma chan wh is so cute.. at least i know y guys like manga/anime... this 1 is nice, just liked u said, suit female like me...

i watch the series u recommend, and its so u.. yeah so ur american dream style.. and those outfits, jus like what u wear all da time. ok i should hav not advice u to change ur style. mayb its unique tat u like it.

my frens thought i would recall of sad/mad when talking abt u nowadays, but i act recall with calm mood, more like talking abt past than any emo that ruin my moods. so no worries my dear frens

u used to be so surprise seeing me having Glay album, i listen to them, but just dat album coz started from one of the j drama i like back then.. i jus like the rhythm, i hv no clue on those bands, guitarist,vocal, bass, drum,... not in my knowledge hehe...

i din tell u, u look good when ur concentrating playing the guitar, sorry i din tell u that time, coz don wan2 make u so proud.. wan u to be humble and mad at me hehehe so u will try ur best to be better and show it to me... u r good, trust me, just be more confident

i appreciate all ur comments abt my look, which u wan me to be better, but i cant understand back then, i think ur too demanding, but i know y.. and i still wan2 be current me, i jus don like to make up, i cant, its not me , i don wan2 scare off myself when i cant recognise myself anymore in mirror. and i feel thankful, for the comments, u wan me to be more feminine, i started towards there dy, and i realise, its what suits me, well still i love my jeans,, hhehe i know how much u used 2 dislike me in them coz been v v boring...

i think im stingy, tats y i din pay bills , same as now when i earn my own, and now i start 2 dislike guys get me to AA....

okay don laugh at me that im still single, i cant find any1 yet, yes its been so lil chances to find even just a person can talk to..

how r u? i hope everythings fine with u, esp ur dreams, and what ur doing now, im sure hectic n packed life u having, with stress and life u din expect back then. u have my bless, u r good, i have faith in u. i don think wan2 catch up wif u, jus let things behind and we all move forward..

i want my happiness.. still im enjoying singleship...

yoyo

i always believe in karma. yes, i do. so i try to minimise the times i wan2 scold ppl wtf, f u, damn u, fyl, knn, dnmch, tmd... coz too much of these jerks around us.

i wonder, we all getting the same education, same info from media, same words from mouth, but it can turn out to be version of a, b, c.... till z. y? y? we all have our own mindset i guess. FTL

then recently, surrounded by stupid thoughts of ppl. they can't take things easily, steady way? ppl tend to calculate, yes, this F-ing words as conclude to me. i remember U!

i think if we see today as last day of our life, we should be way happier than we expect.

i learn that, under what f-ing circumstances, we shall remain silence, yes we just smile and silence so we wont kena taruh. coz i kena kao kao when i just ask , and i know my EQ is damn low that time. i swear, i will leave u asap